First two parts were published last Tuesday and yesterday.
“This can’t be,” my mind whispered. But my heart and my senses knew, this is him.
When I finally looked into his dark brown eyes, words ran out of me. Anger and sadness left me. I am numb.
He stared back and looked through my eyes as his hand trace my arms and reach for my hand.
“Let’s go,” he finally said, softly. I am too weak to resist so I let him lead me.
Memories came rushing as we walk hand in hand towards the ancient wooden bench that we call, ours. This place is far too familiar to forget. It smells sweet during summer, fresh during spring, chilly during winter. Now, the atmosphere is filled with earth scents.
We sit silently, unmoving.
I stare away from his face but my body is wide awake as his finger trace the ghost of our engagement ring.
More shivers run through me as I felt his face moves closer to my ears.
“I’m so sorry, my love,” he whispered repeatedly. His hoarse voice cracked as he softly say how much he missed me.
I slowly pushed him away. I faced him, eye to eye, with all my being. I am not sure if I am a soul now or what, but I bared my whole self to him as I look straight to his teary-eyes.
“Breathe. Please, breathe,” I reminded myself as the flood of emotions flowed through me. Anger. Sadness. Longing. Unbelief. Love. Yes, love is still there.
I am now looking again at the man I loved and still love so much. I am now looking at the man I imagined waiting for me at the altar. I am now looking at the man I dreamed of having children with. I am now looking at the man I have mourned for five years.
I am now looking at the man I badly wanted to be alive, again.
“Come with me,” he said as he wiped my tears.
“How?” I asked in between my quiet sobs.
He moves closer to me. “Just say yes.”
I looked at his eyes and let the windows of my soul express the words my tongue cannot utter.
Our stares are charged with strong love, anguish, sadness, confusion. Our eyes are like weapons that unveil the emotional turmoil happening inside us.
Just as the longing became unbearable, his soft lips finally met mine.
We are both cold but our locked-lips sent warm current through our whole being. His lips felt familiar and intoxicating. His lips reminded me of what I have been missing. His lips, oh, his lips.
My eyes remained close. I want to feel him and him only, until a strong electric jolt shocked me.
I resisted the strong energy trying to suck me away from him.
I tried… I tried…. I tried….
But I cannot resist the black-hole-like force that swallowed me.
My heart beats fast.
My body shakes.
My breath rushes back.
“Her heartbeat returned. She’s back, she’s back,” someone whispered softly but with urgency.
My eyes struggle to open up against the blinding lights of the operating room.
I am alive, again.
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09.28.2015
©2016 Rosemawrites@A Reading Writer
Nice. It has been a pleasure reading this little series. Interesting take on out of body experience.
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thank you dear Andrew! Your words are comfort. 🙂 And there will be an epilogue. 😉 the last part of this.
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oh my, what an experience! I Agree with Andrew. I also enjoyed reading this series.
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Aww. thank you dear Mel. An epilogue will be posted tom. 🙂
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I shall be standing by to read it! 🙂 You’re welcome
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thank you dear Mel! ❤
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You’re welcome 🙂
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😉
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Wow, love it Rosema! This short story series has truly been a treat.
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awww. thank you dear! one last part will be posted soon!
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Oh my. Very well done, love!
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awww. thank you veery very much, love. your words mean a lot. ❤
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You’re always welcome! 😊
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❤ ❤ ❤
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Though I have gaps in this lovely short story, it’s still beautifully luminous. <3<3<3
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awww. thank you dear! I sent to you the first part’s link. sorry for the extra late reply sweetie. ❤
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Regardless of how this story goes, there is a loss both equally profound. Sweetie, you tease with my heart! 🙂
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awwwwww. thank youuu, dear Lonna!!! there’s one last part. 😉
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Powerful and emotional! I enjoyed reading this series.
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awwww. that means a lot to me. thank you! and there will be one final piece. 🙂 ❤ thank you!
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You’re most welcome and I look forward to it.
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thank you for supporting this series, Muse. ❤
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The pleasure was mine 🙂
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Outstanding expression of a dream, sister. And whatever else was experienced. You give it all reality, inside and out.
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Oh thank you very very very much, brother! 🙂 There will be one more for this series. One final piece. 🙂
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Great finale. 🙂 I wonder whether her encounter in death will give her closure, or just make her miss him more.
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i think we will find out on the last part, Louise. 🙂
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This last part makes me feel conflicted. On one hand, I feel like she has closure with her fiance, who never showed up, knows he loved her and that he died. On the other hand, she is with him again, kisses him, thinks she’ll get to be with him. Then, she gets zapped and returned to real life. Maybe, it wasn’t her time, but it would be disappointing for a while and her recovery from the car accident would be difficult. Great job Rosema. Enjoyed this series!
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Oh wow. That’s a very very very insightful comment, Mandi. Thank you! There’s an epilogue coming later. 🙂 I would love to hear your thoughts about it. Thank you! 🙂
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Looking forward to it my friend. Of course, I will comment 🙂 You’re welcome 💗
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thank you dear! ❤
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While he was asking her to say “yes”, in my heart I was hoping she’d say no. I know it’d be great to be with someone we used to love, even in the afterlife, but I waned her to live on. So glad she did. This is beautiful, dearie.. ❤
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Oh wow. I am glad your hope happened in this piece. There will be one more part, dearie. I hope you will like it, too. 🙂 Thank youu!
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Looking forward to it dearieee! ❤️❤️❤️
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thank you dearie!!!
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This is FABULOUS!!
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aww. you are too sweet, PJ! 😀 😀 😀
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❤ ❤
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