Note: This is the ‘not-planned’ fourth and last (promise) part of my short fiction series “Seasons”. Please do read the first, second and third parts for better reading experience. 🙂
This epilogue is also inspired by ‘Breathe Again’ a song by Sara Bareilles. You can listen to it here.
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Warm wind’s blowing. Loud silence’s piercing. With blank mind and an about-to-burst heart, I remained still as I look at your grave.
Our story ended, more than five years ago. On that fateful autumn, when I waited for you. But you never waited for me.
I admit. I am in denial, for five years. I never visited that bench, I never stepped my feet on that park, not until…
I almost died.
And you came to fetch me, or my soul, or whatever I am on that moment.
I almost said yes. Yes, I want to die then and there with you. I want to be with you. I want to feel your lips again. I want to badly feel your love again.
With broken ribs, fractured arm, and almost cracked skull, who would know I will not die?
It’s a miracle, some says. But for me, my miracle happened six months after I was back to life.
It happened when I cannot move. It happened when I can’t even eat. It happened when I can’t even do anything. It happened when I realized that this is how it feels to die.
It happened when I realized that I want to live again.
Live as in live, not live like a breathing zombie that I was for so many years.
I still… miss you… my love.
I still… want to… be with you.
But I guess…
it’s now time…
for me…
to breathe,
again.
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DAY 7 of 50 Days of Gratefulness
Today I am grateful for the entire Blogging University’s WRITING 101 team especially Cheri and Ben.
Like what I have said before, A Reading Writer has been a way better blog since I joined Writing 101 and Writing 201. My creative juices are now free flowing because of the prompts that you have shared to me and the rest of my classmates. 🙂
So thank you!
P.S.
Tagging some of my awesome classmates turned friends who might love to read this:
Of course your first, Fun Simplicity. 😀 Then my dear Annie, Jacq, Arpita, Book Lover Circumspect, Arianna, Nadine and Kathy.
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Sometimes, it takes near death experience for us to have an epiphany and learn to really breathe. Heartbreaking, sweet, soft and hopeful are all mingled in this poignant story. It’s beautiful.
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Yes, I agree, Jacq. She has died when she lost him. But when she almost died herself, she somehow realized that it is a privilege to live and breathe.
Thank you for your thoughtful comments, Jacq! 😀
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My pleasure to read 🙂
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My pleasure to see you here, Jacq. 😀
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Thank you for the mention, my dear Rosema. It takes a life-changing event to realise that even smaller things matter. I could feel the aching of the speaker, but also the realisation that she has to move on. Really lovely. ❤ ❤
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Thank you for your insightful comment, Annie! I am glad it conveyed those feelings. 🙂 Those are truly what I felt when I accidentally write this piece. I just want to give her hope. 🙂
Thank you, Annie, as always! ❤
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You’re welcome! 🙂
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What a lovely ending to Season. Wonderful! Great job, Rosema! 😀 ❤ ❤ ❤ Thanks for the mention too!
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Yay! I was thinking of you when I finished writing this. 😀
You are definitely this series’ biggest fan! So this one’s definitely for you, Fun! 😀
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Aww…you’ve made my day again! 😀 ❤️❤️❤️
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Yay! You always made mine, too! 😀
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Just to inform you that my site has a new name (Simply Me), with a new look! The url has also been change. Here’s the link for easy access https://simplymewrites.wordpress.com/ See you there! 😀
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Wow! This is good news! Hmm. Changes are good. I believe that! 😀
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Thank you 😀 Love your positivism 😀
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I have you as my blogger friend, so it’s no surprise! 😀
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😀 😀 😀 ❤ ❤ ❤
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time passes and we do breathe again
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I agree, Mel. Little by little. Piece by piece. 🙂
Thank you for reading! 🙂
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You’re welcome 🙂
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Well told. Very heartbreaking that she lost her love and is in the physical condition she is in. But there is hope because she wants to live – to be alive again. I think her lover would want that for her too. Great writing.
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Yes. Truly, Mandi. Her former love wanted her to live and breathe again. 🙂
Thank you for reading! 😀
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Wonderful as always and making others happy. You have been nominated for the sunshine Blogger award.. check out the link https://meloheartsite.wordpress.com/2015/12/13/two-awards/?_e_pi_=7%2CPAGE_ID10%2C5750255124
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Oh! Thank you, Melo! 😀 I will try to respond, soonest!
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I’ll wait
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Thank you! 😀
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